I know how to begin this thread but can until you that

I do my home work about the currencies and the way to exchange.
How to use leverage and exchange in demo accounts
I place a full staratigy that it's profit more that it lose (not perfect but decent one)
but find quite difficult to open any commerce in live account

also if I open some for 2 days I shut all of it (with profits) rather than open any additional

I dont want to open any positions any more in dwell account I dont know may be since I afraid I will lose some money ??!!!
I attempt to place a goals,trading timing notes and reminders however if the trading time is near I feel lazy to open the laptop or the trading system and begin trading and analyzing.

Any one can help me I think it's psychical thing.