Live your life to the fullest, dont live in panic, follow your dre.... You can make errors and thats nice, you might loose all of it, thats most succesful individuals have lost everything once, find out as much as you can. Since you were ready to risk everything for FX, at the upcoming years to come, maybe 2 or perhaps 10 FX will reward you beyond your wildest imagination only as long as your enthusiasm for it is constant, you only live once so dont allow fear and negativity keep you apart from the dre.